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New but Familiar (2)

Few months passed by after I wrote New but Familiar (1). I was frightened by changing. When I tried to read my past writings, I realised how much words I have written about the fear of changing. Then, a question came in. What is “New” and “Familiar” to me? Why

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Dimension of questioning

Recently, Part of me was thinking about the project, and the other part was thinking not to thinking the others. I just couldn’t focus. I had tried to watch movies and went to galleries. After 1 minute I started thinking how can I figure out the solution for my

Swing

I thought This January would not end when I came back from travel. My mind was flowing around all over my mind – from very deep to instinct level. All about “what is –” annoying but inevitable questions keep chasing my whole day. A stressful but joyful answer followed me and shifted

Pink nail

New term is starting next week. I can’t believe already 5 days passed since I came back from Prague. 5 days, I have read half of a book, I dyed my hair again — turned out the colour wasn’t strong enough even I cannot recognise I have dyed or

Satellite

When I was younger than now, I thought if making memory is this much painful, then I don’t want to making another one. How naive thinking it was. How I could think that I can control the flow of my life. Isolating myself and becoming the outsider was not

Occurrence

How can we show it is really happening right now? Or happened in the past? We all rely on our senses and thinking which is generated in the small wrinkled brain. Brain can lies us. Actually, it lies us many time through our life. Too much stress or impact makes

Clear drunkenness

Sometimes – or all the time – I think, if I exposed my very personal thinking, no one can stand with me. Pessimistic and dangerously stubborn my character shows my own idea about the world. This blog was kind of challenge exposure myself. As Photographer uses liquid and tied up the moment

Affection

30 years is not short time. I had a chance to have a lot of memories. In many times, that was one-sided record on my brain. Now, I remember as wonderful time. But I think it was not best moment all the time. I was picky. I was annoyed person

I know I have too much thought but

Today’s presentation was very interesting to me. I am very sure that we all have very different point of view about the “NAME”. Especially for me, name is very important fragment of myself from all images wrapping around me. As my mom told me, I love myself TOO MUCH

Foucault is not helping me

My mind has been seized with one question for the past 2 weeks. That question is surrounding me and never let me go free. Indigestible thinking was stuck in my mind and started rot. Oh, shit I so hate the feeling that occupying me completely. Some people could call it

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Interpretation

During I was working on my second assignment, which I was researching about Facebook Terms and Service, I started thinking what is the interpretation. Especially about myself. How I can say I am here? Of course, I am doing something and making some kind of by-product, carbon dioxide and skin

The past is just a story we tell ourselves

I remember after e-book boom started, many friends worried about the ending of the paper book. As they have been telling me, now I can see many people using the kindle or ipad to read book or newspaper. I am not a expert in this field so I cannot point

who was there

Hall is very interesting place. Because I do not know everyone, so I can arbitrarily interpret them as a stranger. Their behavior and practice are always amuse me. Remains, the past of their belongings, telling me the story. Where they were stayed and what they were eating. I cannot know

Wunderkammern

I still can remember when my mom yelled me “stop asking!”. Maybe that was the time when my bookshelf started fulled. All kind of books from encyclopaedia to romance novel, made my world. If the topic was too difficult then I watched documentary movie. Why it is happening? why do

New but Familiar (1)

For a long time, I was not able to write my thought. It was because, after I started living in new place, full of new ideas filled me up until be fed up. When new ideas emerged into my life, I started get too much excitement and keep thinking only

Anxiety

Incoherent Thoughts

Today, I played the songs which I liked long time ago. Full of memories came to my mind. Happiness and sadness even madness, all feelings were not separated but combined existence. Delivered memories hurt brutally but also I was so happy I have it. If there is a relationship which

Immatureness

I even can remember when I saw him first time in Japan. Vague but clear memories are carved in my mind. Start of spring, He was reading a book with grey long sweater and olive colour backpack at the Narita international airport. First thing I had felt was nervousness. That

Absence

Herbivore

In retrospect, I had some craving all the time. The longing for the toys which is unpermitted, the desire for the person who can make my hear beat all the time. This never dampened feeling is controlling me damn good. It makes me anxious and sometimes angry. Funny thing is,

Reflect Journal for a day - 15.08

Write, record   Today, finally I slept almost 8 hours. It was normal to me sleep 10 hours a day. So, I guess I am getting better to get my own phase.   Today’s dinner was Korean. I am not always fond of Korean food. It is because I cannot eat

Insomnia (1)

Two weeks classes and uncountable insomnia. I think this is the main words for my recent life. Some people told me probably I got stress too much, the other told that I am in the period of adaptation for new environment. Maybe both opinion is true. I do not have

Understanding myself

14일 정도가 흘렀다. 어느새 일주일이 순식간에 지나버렸다고 느끼면서도, 또 아직 일주일 밖에 지나지 않았다는 것이 신기하기만 하다. 반에서 느꼈던 고립감은 아마도 내 성격에서 비롯된 것이라는 생각이 들면서도 함께하고자 노력함에도 뜻대로 되지 않는 것 같다는 기분이 든다. 이번주 내내 끊임없이 배우고 있는 비평적 생각하기는 생각보다 내 생활에 뿌리 박혀 있었다는 생각이