Talking about my childhood or my experience, I now feel that is just additional information about me. Many texts need context to be understood, but people don’t want to understand someone with context. It seems people think “Present” shows everything about that person. Maybe that is what they believe.

In retrospect, it made me feel like challenging running. So many things happened altogether and changed from all different perspectives. I run too hard, but still not satisfied with what I have now. Maybe that’s my way of dealing with a tough life. I run, and I’m still

I remember a conversation PhD students had last year. The question arose: “How long a PhD student should spend for the research and how long they can have as a holiday.” The general understanding we all had was that we, as researchers and scholars, don’t have a holiday. But

The research process constantly encounters small questions from others and myself. I had two questions for the last few months that struck my thinking. The first one related to Deleuze that someone claimed he is too masculine to read further. The second was about his concept of Chaos and why

In my childhood, computer games were a fixed space, without time or location. There were events, people, quests, stories, and objects, but it was a fixed spacetime. It might be possible to say that it was because I had a challenging time in my childhood with sudden disconnection from my

I had some websites where I posted my diary here and there, but I have yet to continue any of them. If I had a physical diary, my journal would look like a cluster of pieces of paper. Why not? That is also a form of “diary”. I had a