Diary

2020 So Far So Far

It is surprising in both ways, one is it is already July, and the other is it is yet July. It is not unusual that contradictory two emotions floating around me. Still, I would like to say, this time, more than before, too many emotions and thinking is messing around

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Talking about my childhood or my experience, I now feel that is just additional information about me. Many texts need context to be understood, but people don’t want to understand someone with context. It seems people think “Present” shows everything about that person. Maybe that is what they believe.

Fading and Isolation

For the past few weeks, I haven’t been able to rid my mind of thoughts about my memories. I don’t know why they started resurfacing or why they keep coming back. Perhaps it’s the weather, or maybe I am, as always, living in the past. A few