Diary

I’m listening to music. What else can I do? At this moment, in this mood. I can’t read anymore. I can’t see anything. I refuse to call it depression or sorrow—anything that might make me sound weak or foolish. I know I am already self-indulgent, but

Why do I like moving images? Is it because they make me feel less lonely? Or because they keep me from thinking about anything other than the images themselves? Looking back at my work during my BA and MA, most of it consisted of cute drawings or pseudo-infographics. (If I

I just suddenly started writing and didn’t realize it had become this long… I wrote without any conclusion. Sometimes I feel that the connotation of “desire,” even within art institutions, is inevitably linked with negativity. Often, the desire to live, to be loved, to be happy, and to experience

For the past few weeks, I haven’t been able to rid my mind of thoughts about my memories. I don’t know why they started resurfacing or why they keep coming back. Perhaps it’s the weather, or maybe I am, as always, living in the past. A few

I believe it is not a matter of us deciding whether AI—or any other group, including ourselves—is fundamentally different from us. Rather, each of our choices reveals traces, gradually exposing variations that ultimately define real differences. These newly exposed frameworks shape the contours of who ‘I’ am, and

My mum used to say that I would only understand a mother’s mind once I had a child of my own. It wasn’t about being young or naïve—what I truly needed was mutual understanding. So I thought that if I physically went through enough, I might understand

A few months have passed since I wrote New but Familiar (1). I was frightened by change. When I went back and read my past writings, I realised how many words I had devoted to the fear of change. Then a question emerged: what do “new” and “familiar” mean to

Recently, part of me was thinking about the project, while another part was trying not to think at all. I simply couldn’t focus. I tried watching films and visiting galleries. But within a minute, my mind would wander back to the same thought: how can I solve this project?